Diary of Sw33tDream
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Morning thoughts 😏
This morning, I tried to get up as normal...
It didn't work.
The reason?
My alarm had gone off – but not the one I'd set.
But the one in my head.
This little, nasty impulse that says: "Hey... you could have spent the night differently too."
I was standing in the kitchen, just wanting to spread some toast...
and then I wondered what it would be like if someone else was standing right behind me.
A bit too close.
A bit too warm.
And whispering in my ear that he'd rather take over breakfast... in his own way.
Weird how a completely harmless morning can suddenly smell like... anything.
Maybe it was also because I'd let my sweater slip way too far down my shoulder. Purely by accident, of course.
Or because I'm in the mood for something today that doesn't fit in the dishwasher.
But okay.
If my imagination is already working overtime...
who am I to stop it?
Freaky Friday
Okay, I'll be completely honest:
I'm in a mood today that they probably officially call 'slightly distracted'...
But in reality, it's more like 'dangerously curious'. 🙃
Fridays do something to me.
Maybe it's the prospect of the weekend.
Maybe it's the fantasy of what — or who — is waiting for me.
Or maybe it's just that my head is interpreting everything in a cheeky way today.
Everything.
A sentence. A look. A smiley.
And my imagination starts doing flips. 🙈
I even observed someone today and wondered
how they would react if I just casually wrote:
'You... I'm a bit worse off than usual today.'
Just to see if their thoughts veer off in the wrong direction as quickly as mine. 😏
Friday is just the day when I can cause more chaos with a single wink than I usually do in a whole week.
And to be completely honest?
I'm secretly hoping for someone
who not only plays along...
but overtakes me. 😉
Something between coffee and chaos
I think I have a problem.
Whenever I try to be reasonable, something happens that completely throws me off track.
A thought. A glance. A chat.
And zack – reason? Gone.
Maybe it's because I love the game.
This back and forth, the little thrill when you realize there's someone who's playing along – without saying too much.
I like people who read between the lines. Who notice when an emoji means more than it's supposed to. 😉
I don't know where this leads – and to be honest?
Maybe that's exactly what's so exciting about it.
Sometimes one sentence is enough to turn your whole day upside down.
And sometimes I want exactly that. 😏
I'm awake... sort of
I had a pretty dangerous thought for breakfast today.
One that starts quietly... and then just keeps setting in my head. 🙈
Maybe it was because my shirt was open a bit too far. Or maybe it's just that my imagination is particularly active in the mornings.
I wondered if there's someone out there who is thinking of me right now - and maybe feels the same restlessness. That little tug in the stomach when you want someone you don't really know (yet).
Coffee doesn't help, by the way. It just makes it worse.
But okay... maybe I need exactly that: a bit of that tingling, that 'what happens next?' feeling.
So yeah - Saturday morning, half past nine, and I'm already in the middle of a movie in my head.
And to be honest? I don't mind. 😉
Love diary.... or something 🤭
I woke up today with a smile… and no idea why. Or maybe a little. 😉
Something was in the air – that tingling 'something's coming' feeling.
My coffee tastes different today, somehow… more exciting. Maybe because I imagined drinking it with someone else.
Just two cups, one glance, and this little game: Who can keep eye contact longer?
I should really think about something else.
But my head has its own idea of how the day could go this morning – and it's far from innocent. 🙈
Maybe that's the beauty of the morning:
You never know if you're just waking up… or slowly coming to life. 😏