Diary of Siskari
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more than 3 month ago
Siskari writes a new entry in the diary
My questions to you.
So many thoughts are rushing through my head today – wild, unstoppable, like a fire that cannot be extinguished. Can you miss someone you've never met? Why are you in my thoughts, even though I've never touched you, even though we don't know each other? And yet you are always there, in every corner of my mind, like a promise of more that burns within me and does not pass. Maybe you are the answer to all that burns within me.
I wonder what your voice will sound like. Velvety and deep? Masculine, distinctive? Or seductive, like a promise that demands more? If you read my words, would you enjoy them as if they were a kiss that goes deeper than just scratching the surface? And even more – would you feel my nearness, even if we have never touched?
Do you believe in this attraction that goes beyond the tangible – the tingling that fills the air before our skin finally touches? Gaze that promises more than words ever could? A kiss that is sweeter than honey and leads us into a passion from which we cannot escape?
I yearn for your hands – not only on my skin, but in my life, in all that remains unexplored. Would you stay and touch me, draw me into your spell, surrender to this temptation? Or would you flee, from the desire that ignites between us, from the fire that I ignite in you?
I continue to dream... until you answer.
more than 3 month ago
Siskari writes a new entry in the diary
Spring feelings
Now I've made it cozy for myself here on my couch, wrapped in blankets and with a warm cup of tea in my hand. The moon is shining through the window right now, and suddenly my thoughts take off – like butterflies that just can't stand still. I wonder where they fly, these crazy ideas. Some of them are so romantic that I almost believe in love at first sight, others are tempting, almost too hot to mention here… But crazy? Oh yes, they're all a little crazy.
more than 3 month ago
Siskari writes a new entry in the diary
1000 questions
Now I'm sitting here, all alone, the television is just running in the background, while my thoughts are flying wildly around… What's going through your head? What dreams do you have that you might not tell anyone? What secret wishes do you harbor, that you keep to yourself in your quiet moments? I wonder what you would see if you closed your eyes – what would you do to seduce me, to touch me in a way that I can't let go of? And what do you think when you lie awake at night, when everything is still? Do you also have these thoughts that won't leave you, that make your heart beat faster? Maybe we're closer than we think… Or maybe it's exactly this distance that makes everything so exciting. I wonder how long it will take you to tell me all of this. Is your longing always greatest at night? So many endless questions... Do you have the answers?
more than 3 month ago
Siskari writes a new entry in the diary
Longings, hopes, dreams...
Today I thought about my longings and dreams again. It's amazing how deeply rooted they are in me, almost like an incessant stream that constantly accompanies me. I yearn for a life full of fulfillment, for places I haven't seen yet, and for people who touch my soul. Sometimes I wonder if these dreams will ever come true. What is the price of a life full of hope? Perhaps it is the constant uncertainty that drives me. But the question remains: is it the way or the goal that fulfills us? How do you know if you have hoped enough or if you need to keep dreaming? And what happens when these dreams don't come true? Will I be disappointed or will I realize that the path itself was the greatest gift?
What longings accompany you daily?
Is there a dream you have never given up?
What do you do to get closer to your hopes?
more than 3 month ago
Siskari writes a new entry in the diary
My dream
The hut is surrounded by high masses of snow, and the forests outside seem like an endless dream in white. The snow glistens in the faint light of the moon, while inside only the candles flicker and the string of lights casts a warm glow in the room. It is quiet, but this silence is filled with a tension that hangs between us.
Inside, candles flicker, and a string of lights casts a soft glow through the room. The wood crackles in the fireplace, and the scent of pine and cinnamon hangs in the air. How can a place be so perfectly peaceful? It feels as if time stands still. I feel the heat of the fireplace reddening my cheeks – or is it your nearness that stirs me so? Your smile, that makes me forget everything else?
I wonder: Are we dreaming the same dream? What are you thinking about now, while I'm writing here? Do you miss the same thing? It's as if the romance of this night is quietly calling for you. Will you ever sit next to me, in this warm silence....?
more than 3 month ago
Siskari writes a new entry in the diary
Sensuality....
Today I feel sensuality in the air and wonder what true seduction is all about. Is it the gentle gaze that lingers, or the accidental touch that promises so much more? How can something so subtle have such a strong effect? Seduction seems to be a silent art, a game of tension and surrender. But how do you play it right? Is it the control that attracts us, or the feeling of being able to let go? Can sensuality be consciously controlled, or is it only real when it comes unexpectedly? I wonder how to master this delicate game between desire and restraint. And how do you prevent it from fading, but rather let it burn even more?
more than 3 month ago
Siskari writes a new entry in the diary
Seduce
This morning, on the way to work, I thought of you again, even though we don't know each other personally yet. The thought of what it would be like to be seduced by you makes my heart beat faster. I wonder what your touch would feel like – whether it would be as gentle and yet passionate as I imagine.
What will it be like when you touch me for the first time? Will your hands be warm and secure? Can I feel the tension in the air as you get closer? I wonder if your touches are as intense and seductive as I imagine in my wildest dreams.
What will your gaze be like as you get closer, and what will your kisses feel like? These thoughts make me curious and excited at the same time. I hope our first encounter is as intense and exciting as I imagine. What do you think? Tell me, that is very important to me too.
more than 3 month ago
Siskari writes a new entry in the diary
Crazy
When I lie in bed at night, I usually have the craziest ideas. Have you ever felt the urge to jump into a puddle with someone, lightly dressed, hand in hand, barefoot? Or just dance together in the rain? Am I crazy because of that? And if so, do I even want to be normal? These thoughts make me smile, because they are a part of me. Life should be full of adventures and spontaneous moments. I want to feel the freedom to live simply and enjoy the little, crazy things. Maybe being crazy is exactly what makes life so wonderful. I'm curious to know what you think about it and whether you're as crazy as I am?
more than 3 month ago
Siskari writes a new entry in the diary
What men want.
Tonight, as I was lying in the bathtub, I started thinking about what a man really wants. What are his deepest desires and needs? Is it the passion that flashes in our shared moments, or does he yearn for emotional closeness and understanding? What does he expect from me, and how can I make him feel completely appreciated? Does he want adventure and spontaneous experiences, or does he prefer peace and familiarity? What little things make him happy, and what are the big dreams that motivate him? How can I find out his secret wishes and thereby make a relationship even stronger and more fulfilling? It is fascinating and challenging to understand his thoughts and feelings. I hope I find clarity soon and that we can build a deeper connection together that makes us both happy. Maybe you can help me a little? I care about so much more than just getting to know him.
more than 3 month ago
Siskari writes a new entry in the diary
Sensual dreams and hot thoughts
Last night I had a dream that completely overwhelmed me. It was so vivid and intense that I'm still excited when I think about it. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 In my dream, you were with me, and we were in a dimly lit room, only faintly illuminated by candles. You immediately drew me to you, and your hands found my body as if they knew exactly what they needed to do to drive me crazy. You started kissing me, hard and wanting. Your t****e played wildly with mine, and I could feel my excitement growing more and more. Your hands wandered over my body, found my breasts and massaged them firmly, your f****rs tugged at my nipples until they were hard and sensitive. Your gaze was lustful and I could see how much you wanted me. Your f****rs slid over my wet p***y, and you began to rub my c**toris while looking me deep in the eyes. Your grip tightened, and I couldn't help but moan under your touch. 🔥💋 Suddenly you stopped and turned me over on my stomach. Your hands grabbed my ass and your f****rs found my asshole. You started licking my p***y, your t****e penetrating deep inside me and I screamed with pleasure. It was so intense that I thought I would explode. You turned me over on my back again, your hands found my c**toris and you started f**king me with your f****rs. Your thrusts became faster, harder, and I could feel another o****m building up inside me. You pushed me over the edge again and again until I screamed with pleasure and my whole body trembled. At the end you came inside me, your hot semen filled me and I could feel my own o****m overwhelming me. We lay there, exhausted and happy, our bodies still connected. When I woke up, I was soaking wet and my hand immediately wandered between my legs. I just had to touch myself, had to relive this dream. I brought myself to o****m, my f****rs quickly found the way you had taken in the dream. And as I lay there, slowly calming down, I wondered: When will this dream finally become reality?
