Diary of Loving_Lucy
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My first step… and my heart is beating way too loud
Oh wow. My first day here.
I'm nervous, my f****rs are shaking a bit as I write.
One part of me is shy, observing first, feeling my way cautiously.
And another part? It's awake. It's buzzing. Wants to be seen.
I like this feeling between restraint and desire.
Between "do I dare?" and "hopefully someone sees me".
Maybe I'll stay quiet today.
Maybe not.
I think that's what makes it exciting.







